Got really shitfaced last night. Somethings i remember some i dont. Called my egyptian friend 7 times. Dont remember that. I remember sobbing for a little while, while the last person in the world comforted me and all i could think was wow he doesn’t feel as greasy as he looks. And why hed bother when im usually really mean to him i remember someone i know telling me my ex slept around while we were together. Which triggered the crying fest. But everything in between is blurry. i was soo hungover and sick this morning its true don’t drink any morr liqueur after drinking a beer. But i just feel so bad and lonely and i didnt hear from my bf the past 3 days so i just had to end it tonight and im soo stressed applying for jobs i qualify for but dont get called back. And i need to come into some money beforr next month ot im screwed. Im just so stressed. So sadd. Just going through the motions. I dont know what gods plan for me is. What he wants me to do where is my life going? Im getting tired of having to live this way.
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