Got really shitfaced last night. Somethings i remember some i dont. Called my egyptian friend 7 times. Dont remember that. I remember sobbing for a little while, while the last person in the world comforted me and all i could think was wow he doesn’t feel as greasy as he looks. And why hed bother when im usually really mean to him i remember someone i know telling me my ex slept around while we were together. Which triggered the crying fest. But everything in between is blurry. i was soo hungover and sick this morning its true don’t drink any morr liqueur after drinking a beer. But i just feel so bad and lonely and i didnt hear from my bf the past 3 days so i just had to end it tonight and im soo stressed applying for jobs i qualify for but dont get called back. And i need to come into some money beforr next month ot im screwed. Im just so stressed. So sadd. Just going through the motions. I dont know what gods plan for me is. What he wants me to do where is my life going? Im getting tired of having to live this way.
Lace Up Muthafucka’s!!!
fuck I love this so much.
I would pay so much money for someone to do a picture like this of me.